so this week has been an amazing week and in line many sweet weeks to come. I started working for my dad this week just helping out at the office and stuff. I work everyday from 8 to 4 and then i usually have some kinda erron to run and maybe i'll work out and then hang with the gang. But i have enough money to move out now and im gonna move in with cody and my new buddy brandon that plays in the dawning as well pretty soon. Were moving in these cool apartments on alexis and jackman.

I miss all my friends that are away at college. But i think im going to osu relativily soon so will get to see all my good friends. I can't wait to see cole and kristen. And i foundout that jj goes to osu as well, shes a fish. Marie goes to osu too so thats always fun and john d will be good to see too.

Ive been hanging out with some new peeps lately and its good times.

I'm kinda being down on myself because i havent been myself lately. Im positive that noone can tell i think....

One person that comes to mind ALOT when i think about people who i miss who went away to school is alex. Before she left we would talk about everything and at times i felt that she was the only one that would always be there for me. soo away from my emo side....

I talked to marie today for like i think a half hour or something and it was really funny. To this day shes one of the few girls that will call me out on shit and i can say its healthy but really funny too.

I want to go to ireland so freaking bad i cant even stress it enough. I just want to hangout with my sister meaghan and play bass and guitar in pubs and just hangout with all of her amazing friends. I love and miss her so much man. I could really use her right now o man.

Well hopefully tomorrow will be a better day and i think it will be cuase im going to visit my old music teacher at central tomorow around 2 so that should be amazing. And im going to hangout with cody tomorrow as well.

Probably the best news i have is that every thursday me and my mom are going to go to murphy's and see the live jazz so it will be pretty sweet.

I love you zach and will never ever forget you

wohooooooooooooo im 19! So ya im 19 now and i guess im cooler or something....... But anyways im bummed because i was suppose to go to cincinnati to hangout with my brother and now i cant becuase plans fell through. So now i have nothing to do ha.. But i guess my rents are taking me out a little later and maybe talk of a guitar being bought today? I might go to the Forever Lost show tonight with cody and krysta, if i do i bet i would have a good time as well.

I hungout with the coolest girl ever last night. I met up with her at krogers and then we met up at maxwells. It was so amazing seeing her and i didnt realize how much i really missed her. But like ya so she went to this club and said she was gonna call me back but i wasnt suprised when she didnt haha. I didnt bother me that much because i didnt really wait for her forever because seth called me and i went over to ben's and had a GREAT time....that was until a cop stopped seth as he was walking to his car and we all rushed inside the house and people were being dumb and freakingout and it wasnt good times. But then i decided to just leave and then as i was driving off there were cops all over the neighborhood....so i definately think that the neighbors are catching on to us haha.

Cole and kristin are really cool people. I was thinking about them when i woke up this morning and how sweet it would be to see them. Cole-was my close friend for a while then eventually became my bro. He lived with me and was my best friend. He taught me a lot and i dont think i would of handled situations in highschool as maturely as had if it wasnt for him. He's the only guy that my sister's dated that i approve of her dating in all reality. He was there in the hospital after all that bullshit and made me feel better and probably made me laugh. I love you dude. Kristin-was the first in a line of sisters i was to meet.(i guess you have to know me better to get that) She is one of the few people ive ever met that no matter what i just wanted to find out more about. She became my sis was i was likeeeee a freshmen i think in highschool. She treated me like her little brother and i loved it. She made me so rediculously happy all the time. We use to talk on the phone all the time and hangout really late and just chill and watch tv or a movie. Her knowledge for music and just on life was so amazing to listen to and hear about. Whenever i play my piano i think of her. She is still one of my best friends eventhough i havent seen her in over a year just because i know that she will always be there for me. I love you

and if your looking to go to a show tonight FOREVER LOST is playing at club bijou. 5 bucks and there amazing. they will make you poop metal the next morning